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Welcome CNY 2012

2012-02-01T05:16:00.000-08:00

GONG XI FA CAI!

Happy Chinese New Year :)

I thought this year it would be the quietest Chinese New Year I'm going to have
but it's totally not.
Instead, it is, still happening and happiest Chinese New Year celebration for me
even the boy is far away.
All of us spent most quality time together and enjoying at home.

Here are some mixed up pics taken during whole CNY :

At last everything comes to the end.
Say Hello to February!
29days more to meet the boy back from Jpn. <3
and classes starting very soon. :(

2012

2012-01-04T06:22:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

May each moment of this year be special,

filling your heart with immense pleasure

and may each day turn out just the way you want it to be.

Have a splendid new year everyone! :)

2011-11-03T10:37:00.001-07:00

ps; If you take criticism too personally, you're letting someone else be in charge of your life. Just take it easy! :)

next 20weeks.

2011-09-22T09:38:00.000-07:00

Life back to normal.

He just landed at Haneda Airport an hour ago.

So, another 5months without him.

I'm just counting down the days until I can see u again. :)

spell it out.

2011-08-28T06:55:00.000-07:00

smiles from the heart.

2011-06-11T08:09:00.001-07:00

My current obsession :

Sony NEX-3A/R

can I have it?

210511

2011-05-23T10:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

to me. :)

#I'm a lucky girl. :)

since I'm having interview early morning on the day,
so I couldn't fully enjoyed my birthday. ==
but my parents planned a proper dinner for me.
frankly, I wasn't expecting anything at all for my birthday
since my boyf is far away
and most of my my close friends not around here.
but everything turned out to be so great.
thanks Dad & Mom!
and the boyf. :)

#my big bro with me.

and something all the way from Japan make me touched. (:
thanks for the present and the video my dear! ngeee.
should I upload it here? *winkwink*

okay, end about birthday thingy.
Did I mention that I will meet my boyf back in 74 days more?
Yes! He booked ticket and will reach Malaysia on the 7th August!
Hope everything will goes well. :)

# <3

good bye

2011-04-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

A picture is worth a thousand words.

For those who still blur what I wanna mean;
Yes, he off to Japan last week.
and I'm effing hate the very last minute decision from MAS and JPA.
please imagine someone telling u through call,
" You going to Japan tomorrow. Please reach KLIA before 6pm and blablabla "
and now,
we're 5137.21 km / 3192.12 miles apart.

LDR isn't easy at all. :(
maybe I need time to overcome this hard feeling.
but one thing can make me smile widely,
he plan to come back in August, means 4 months from now!
good news? :)

"Missing someone gets easier every day
because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them,
you are one day closer to the next time you will."

Thank you. ==

True love doesn't mean being inseparable;
it means being separated and nothing changes.

enjoyyy

2011-03-03T17:03:00.000-08:00

heading back Shah Alam tmr.
to settle up few things.
and then,

PENANG - KOTA BHARU - TERENGGANU - PERHENTIAN - HATYAI

at first I plan to go Krabi since
it's a very good base for islands hoping
but he handed his passport to the JPA
and will only get it back before he fly.
sad case.
HUH!
so can't plan places out from Malaysia.

no other choice.
just save some time by going somewhere near.
btw, I'm effing excited
and looking forward to the trip!
:)

I'm still wish to go there next long sem break. :)

celebrate!

2011-02-16T01:52:00.001-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
to those celebrating it.

Its the only season where we can see red packets
and nice foods are everywhere.
so do enjoy till the last second of it.

my CNY is awesome, so far.
how about yours? :)

mostly everyone posting and tweet about V day.
expecting a post on a romantic dinner with bouquet of roses on my post?
Nahh, I'm not gonna post anything here. :)
I had a simple Valentine's but it was the best because I was with you.

btw,

HAPPY 373 DAYS! ♥

my dear boyf.
I'm thankful for every second of it.
that guy, he completes my life.
as independent as I would like to be,
I can't help but to constantly feel lost without his presence.
through him and his unconditional love, I grew up and learn so much.

ps ; 45days more. :(

2010-12-26T20:45:00.000-08:00

This months long holiday is NO FUN at all.
All I can do is just wait for the results
but I'm glad I have them to keep me warm all the while.
Did I mention to u guys I have to stay alone for more than 2 weeks?
But at last I din't and I enjoyed each and every moment here.
Thanks to my boyf, Sharon and Yang Wei.
They're so nice and awesome.

Btw, before it's too late,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Hope you guys have a blessed christmas with family and friends.

I did have so much fun celebrating christmas and his birthday together.
and,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
santa boy <3

I never thought we could make it till this far,
but now I knew that we will keep going forever.
Thinking of you on your birthday and wishing you
everything that brings you happiness today and always.
Lots lots lots of love as my gift t0 you.

*My one and only fisshy santa boy*

*The surprise cupcakes and present for him* (:

A day earlier celebration with his friends at Seksyen 18 right after class.
We also having present exchange btween us too as christmas presents.
What a great idea they have.
Since it's formal day for Intec's students each Friday and Monday,
*not formal day, it's compulsory-to-wear-baju kurung day*
so the girls have to wear baju kurung to class.
and I planned to follow them to their library, that's why I'm in blue on that day.

After my final exam, we went to
the Ampang Look Out Point, somewhere near Hulu Langat.
The food is just okay but the view is so awesome and worth everything.
my parents brought us there to have early celebration for Mr.Fish.

ps : 4 more days to brand new year. HAPPY NEW YEAR peeps!

2010-10-28T00:21:00.000-07:00

spot the fracture on the tibia bone.
there are 8 screws and a piece of metal plate.

those screws and the plate will stay with me for few years.
still couldn't believe there're metals in my left leg.
hope I could see there's bone formation next week,
after six week suffering pain and cramp.

sad emotion. LOL
I will be back to class next week! :)
YEAHHH!

but,
anyone wanna be my private driver?
I guess it will be extremely dangerous
if I drive to class before it fully recovered.
and another sad news.
the uni staff parking area is under upgrading,
so by hook or by crook,
I have to park my car damn far away
and walk using the crutches unstably.
no joke.it's going to kill me.
HELLLPP!

okayy. bye!!

2010-10-25T22:57:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO! :)

okay. end of post.
continue with my anatomy.

ps // take care love!

2010-09-30T22:42:00.000-07:00

GOOD LUCK!
for the upcoming exam.

I just discharged from SDMC,
Sime Darby Medical Centre, Subang Jaya.
after staying there for 4 days.
and done an hour operation.
suffered TWO fractures on my left tibia bone and ankle.
so now I'm having difficulty on walking and moving.
and I'm going to sit for exam next Monday.
omg, I really need helps from my classmates.

and thanks to Mr.Fish for taking care of me this few days.
more surprising is tears in his eyes
when I admitted in the emergency ward that night.
HAHA. I should let it be a secret between us.
but nothing to shame on as I was so touched.
maybe he thought it was his fault on what happened on me.
but honestly, it wasn't. if it was, then it's ours.
I don't want everyone put the blame on him.

present you Mr.Fish :

this pict taken the day before bad luck come near me.
he accompany me in the library.
of course the library is not so comfortable compare to Intec's.
but still, he's there with me. :)
<3

ps // lots of lots of lots of love for you. cheer up dear. hopefully, i will get well soon.

2010-09-09T23:32:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.

Happy Eid Mubarak to those celebrating it.

I had a long journey to Kelantan last week
with my family and Mr.Fish.
visited his house over there.
overall, not that bored as what he mention to me before this.

then we went to Genting again.
no more outdoor theme park games.
thinking of save some pocket money
but too bad, there's a branded clearance sales at
Genting International Convention Centre.
so bought lots of stuff and souvenirs.
owhh ya, i brought back few new family members with us.
they're MrTabby, MrJoe and MissAliie.

Thanks to him. HAHA.
now, its time to take some rest at home.
as home suits me the best. Thanks Mom and Dad. :)
as what i promised Mr.Fish,
thanks for everything.
love you much too.
:)

dearest Mr.Fish

end of THIRD SEM.

2010-07-21T06:02:00.000-07:00

hello HOLIDAYS.
i felt like just got my 2nd sem result.
but now, i'm done with 3rd sem final exam.
huh. another relieved.
so now i'm enjoying 3 weeks sem break at home.
bye shah alam and say HEYY IPOH !

3rd semester was the shortest one i guess.
just in a blink of eye. everything ended well.
for those who ended foundation
and going to enter degree, ALL THE BEST guys.
especially farah, azra, gerard and samm.
new doctors & pharmacist to be.
wait for me okay!
we ended up our 3rd sem
by going for ice skate.
its was damn cool and have lotsa fun.
million thanks to my sifu, farahfathiyah.

next,
i should post about
FESTIVAL BON ODORI 2010.

the celebration here at the Panasonic Sports Stadium Shah Alam.
was organised by The Japan Club of Kuala Lumpur,
the Japanese School and the Japan Embassy.
its time to see how did the Bon Odori festival went by.
it held once in a year
and this will be my very first attending Bon Odori
since he taking part in one of the event.
we went there around 6.00pm.
its kinda hard to get parking when it was that late
but finally got in and meet him
after walk about 4km from the place we parked our car.
my parents and i hang around until 7pm
where they started to show their first performance
and he dance in the second performance.
i should record it
but too bad, i didn't.
before that, he got us the fans for keepsake.
and it damn useful in such crowded event.
after his perfomance, we walk around visiting the places.
but ended up just meet his friends and sensei.
the japanese are so super friendly and nice.
especially Wada Sensei and the others.
whenever they talk in their own language,
i could just smile and laugh.
greeted with the fact that there are many
girls and guys here in Japanese costume.
as it was a Japanese festival,
my first thing that came in mind is, FOOD.
too bad i din't get anything much that day as the crowd was terrible.
everyone start cutting lines.
there's full of japanese stalls
incuding sushi king, sakae sushi, japanese desert, drinks and lots more.
so of course the prices are more higher than usual.
but after all,
i really enjoyed the festival.
thanks to my parents being so patient with us
and special ありがとう mrhoweelium!

will meet him in 46 hours more.
welcome to Ipoh. HAHA.

ps // i want good result. i want new phone. i want you. :)

おやすみなさい。
bye.

nineteen :)

2010-05-26T05:37:00.000-07:00

okay.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
to me.
wootwoot. i'm 19th people.

someone asked me to update my blog about my birthday.
HAHA. so here you're :
but im kinda lazy to post it.
so can i let those pictures tell you about my feelings?

i went to class as usual.
which are genetics and chemistry.
*my love*

then right after class when im heading to my car.
i turned to be human pancake with flour.
this what happened on me.
and my car. omg!

its from JAPAN to MALAYSIA. HAHA.
owhh. those cards are wishes from all his friends.
thanks alot weelium's housemates, classmates, friends & course-mates.
he said that his whole batch course-mates knew about my birthday. *blushing*
as its true. i read some comments and post from his friend's blogs.
they were so sweet and nice.
for those reading this,
arigato.
ありがとございます
hope i can visit all of you in japan. all the best.

the mastermind of all, him.
really had a blast birthday with you guys.
credit to samm for the birthday song even he's in stress.
i should record it but i was in hurry that time.

at night.
we plan to celebrate at FRIDAY but ended up in
Mediterranean style restaurant called FIG & OLIVE.
to be honest, Mediterranean cuisine has never appeal to me
until we saw the menu. *yummyYUMMYyummy*
but too bad, there's no peppermint drink.

turkey ham with cheese baked potato. :)

chicken pasto carbonara served with potato mayo and pasta. :)maghribi creme chicken bbq with pasta. :)chocolate tiramisu brenzy cream. :)besides the unique taste,

this place have a nice ambience with their mosaic artwork
in the attempt to make the place lively
and the service is incredible.
so get a try okay.

pictures are limited
because my phone out of batt in that day.
sad case.
never mind.
i still had fun and enjoyed the food so much.
conclusion,
i love you.

あなたさえいればしあわせだ.
you know what i wanna say.
:)

ps // thanks for all the wishes trough fb, text and other alternatives. you're appreciated. :)

sad thing :
i want a new phone pls. HAHA.
cant show you what happen to my current phone.

excited thing :
going home tomorrow.
yippieyippie!
miss you so much home.
byebye.

2010-05-15T00:58:00.000-07:00

wheee!
I'M BACK

went through nights and days.
but i'm not gonna tell all those moments in detail.
so let some pictures explain it all.
just passed my mid sem exam and MUET yesterday.
so i need to rest for few days.

HAPPY MAMA's DAY.
love you mum.

tried SAN FRANCISCO PIZZA.

yummyYUMMYyummy.
will go again.

and enjoying indulgence while having battle with

CHEMISTRY.
and mid sem exam.

right after my exam.
a must watch movie.
but not really horror.
as someone laugh at me while watching.
*blushing*
NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET
with super duper large coke.

then headed to FULLHOUSE for dinner.
we going for lunch set next week. *thumbs up*
love my all time favourite :
PEPPERMINT CHOC SYRUP WITH CHOC TOPPING.
bruupbruup.

owhh ya. did i tell you we went GENTING twice in a month?
HAHA. so here you are.
first trip :

second trip :

okay. end of this post.
if anyone having curiousity about me,
u may ask me personally.
(:

owhh i guess i havent introduce SOMEONE.
=.="

ps // OMG! i'm turning 19 next week. *winkwink*

lot to say.

2010-01-20T03:55:00.000-08:00

one of the hardest things in life is
having words in your heart that you can't utter.

but i decide to retire from blogging for now.
give me time.
i need to breathe and clear my thoughts.
do take care friends.

ps : will be back after some time.

2010 here.

2010-01-04T07:23:00.000-08:00

i knew its been ages since my last post.
everyone keep asking me why.
okay people. many reasons or should be excuses.
haven't really been blogging on my feelings for things few weeks.
so lets begin with :

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
*i know its a bit late*

2010! i guess its a year closer to the end of the world.
let's see about 2009. it all seems so long ago yet so recent.
well, it was still 2009 four days ago. right?
anyway, lot's of things happened last year that im proud of and not so proud of.
and also some things that i regretted doing and had not regretted doing.
im not really sure how to put this. it's like a jar of mixed up thoughts and feelings.
i don't really know what to say about 2009.
it has been a great year with loads of surprises, yet there were lots of downfalls.
i feel that 2010 is just like any other year,
with a different number. with different experiences. different decisions.
different views. different scenes of life.
everything's different.
but it still ME here.
i wish to have a new life.

to be honest, i dont know what to blog about at all.
im just randomly shooting sentences on the key board.
listening to random songs playing on my player.
no wonder this post is rather random.
i guess i should blog about what i did for the past few weeks till this moment.
but really lack of ideas. so just randomly ya.

im done with my mid semester exam.
5 papers. not going to comment any of it.
which mean need to start prepare for final from now.
thanks to farah fathiyah for being so helpful.

^____^

then i went back to IPOH. wheee!
truth to be told, i really enjoy my holidays.
i spent the whole week there.
*farah pls be jealous*
so, i get a change to meet up with fiqah & apai.
and as usual we share our girl's stories.
hopefully this weekend outing still going on.

*the 3F*
we miss the 4th F too!

owwh ya. not forget about my movie's plan with my bro.
just read THIS if wanna know :)
damn it. still havent watch avatar till now.
even i have watch
ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2
PRINCESS AND THE FROG
THE IMAGINARIUM OF DOCTOR PARNASSUS
BODYGUARD AND THE ASSASSINS
but i wish for AVATAR people.
as my bro comment
" i rate it as 4.9/5.0. the only 0.1 not being rate just because its not free! "
and he wanna watch the 3rd time with me.
but too bad. no change.
:(

thats all i guess about my last few days of 2009.
and today was my first day to class after exam.
and thank god everything turn to be okay.
as i have those helpful & caring friends here.
wheee! esp farahfathhiyah. HAHA.
love you ouhh!
seems like i left my car here for a week.
and i were so busy with exam past few weeks.
end up with my car was covered with dust.
so i bring it to have a nice bath. HAHA
washed & vacuumed. now, it was damn clean & pretty. HAHA!
inside & outside. *thumbs up*
i guess RM10 is just worth for it.
as i feel happy & comfortable driving.
credit to haikal for helping me.
yippie! =)

*my lil baby bathing there*

stop with that.

atlast i manage to get a new fon number.
credit to haikal again.
anyone interested or need it,
do text or note me in anyway to get it.
:)

and i guess i will not updating here too often as always.
more on TUMBLR now.
do visit my post there. more about my anger & feelings.
so just ignore all the lame-ness there.

ps ; letting go doesn’t mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be.
one of my new resolutions. putting effort on it. :)
<3