atlast.

hoho.
suppose im having mentoring this evening.
but seems like everyone not bother bout it.
so i went back and get some rest.
felt super tired today. dont know why.
maybe because facing many problems in once.
and im tired of it.
wish everything could get over soon!
i mean get over with good solution and wise decision.
really hope for it.
and just in few days,
it make me realized many things.
i'm so grateful i have those super caring friends.
stand by me when i'm down.
thanks guys!

special thanks to samm.
ngeee!
u really help me a lot to ease my pain
and share my stories.
cheer me up when i really not in mood.
sampai ngangis tu. hehe.
but still.
i really appreciate every single things and words from u.
sorry for putting u into my problem too.
i will be strong.
as u said,
i have friends that care bout me.
i know and always will put in mind.
:))

errm. next.
someone asked me
" why is like u never have any problems? "
heyHEYhey dearest.
i do have problems like others too.
i do burst into tears too when i'm down.
i do get mad of some people when they mess up with me.
just i'm not that type that used to share my sadness or tense with people.
even with my very close friends.
i choose to be quiet and get rid of it by myself.
eventho its hurt a lot.
i always hope the best for others.
so. dont ever think that i dont have any personal problems just we have diff ways to handle it.
maybe some of them would understand bout me.
dont judge a book by its cover ya.
so lets be strong.
stay with ur own decision. k!
:))

wehee. i watched 2012 last weekend with those people.
haha. and it was a awesome movie.
and plan to watch it again as someone wanted to watch it this week.
u will never regret watching it.
next movie.
phobia 2 maybe.
anyone wanna join?
and gonna watch new moon next saturday.
:))

with birthday girl. :)

. . . . .

last part. the main of the post.
to my BFF :))
good luck kamu.
i know u can do the best.
and i cant express my words
bout him.
thanks a lot pakcik.
you're always there for me.
up and down with me.
when i need someone,
you're never failed to be the first.
to make me laugh and cherish me.
kan?
sumpah sangat terharu.
aku janji.
kau tetap bestfriend aku forever.
hehe.
bff okay!
smile :)

ps : today. someone minta maaf dgn aku. bangga. hehe. masuk diary ni.
but u never need to say sorry to me.
i'm the one supposed to ask forgiveness from you.
:))

. . . . .

ps to YOU.
i dont hate you but i'm felt totally disapointed and betrayed.
whatever u do. still remember to be yourself. stand with what u want.
and make me proud of you.
one day maybe.
do take care.

weheee.

ngeee. i have been not updating my blog for 2 weeks.
kinda busy with new sem.
and i think there's nothing special happened past this few weeks.
so its better keep quiet for a while. :)

oww ya. not to mention.
this whole week was so embarrassing. *blushing*
haha. huh! but it remains as sweet & strange memories.
credit to haikal. AT. farah.
bweeEeKkk! mixed feelings.
i'm not just that into him.
no doubt. he looks great.
but for now just enough to be friend. :))

ps : if you're reading this. yes. i'm sorry. and pls dont misunderstand k!

. . . . .

last part. the most important & main one. :))

this post is special for my dearest CT AISHAH BT RUSLAN.
a.k.a echa. shasha. & whatever else.

wishing you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY dear
and many more to come.
may this birthday be just the beginning of a year filled with
happy moments, wonderful moments
and shining dreams.
lotsa people are thinking of you on your birthday.
so i just wanted to let you know i'm one of them.
eventhou we cant celebrate it together.
i'm sorry. ngeee!
you are very special and you deserve the best.
i wish you a wonderful life filled
with love and happiness.
i hope others bring you joy,
just as you've brought joy to me.
thanks for everything from the very first we met till now.
you're such a nice & special friend i ever have.
you gave me lotsa fun and laughter.
and cheer up my life for this past few months.
so. friends forever.
and i do love you!

sweet moments with her.
. . . . . .

have to get done with my basic anatomy's tutorial.
going to watch 2012 tomorrow.
feeling excited.
its gonna be fun with them.
:)
byeBYEbye.

new sem.

just back in shah alam yesterday.
it means that my sem break ended today.
sobsob. and im already miss ipoh badly.
anyhow, im still grateful that i enjoyed my holidays.
and i had fulfill those plans i listed for this holidays.

. sleepover at echa's place
. watch movies
. sleepSLEEPsleep. ZzzzzzZZz.
. trip to langkawi & penang.
. a new hair cut.
. meet :)
. hangout with apai.

hehe. yea.
and i was extremely HAPPY during the last day.
finally i meet up with apai and :)
oww ya. and
apai's mr almost perfect.
freaking excited babe.
cant explain it here.
i wish i could stay longer with them.
HAHA.
still smiling here.
so u could imagine how happy am i
and feeling great meeting them.

even just a day and in a very short time.

errm.

this is for :)
hehe. thanks alot.
for every part of your smile.
aku saja takmo puji kau.
even kau tanya aku.
HAHA. bweekk!
yea. i realized it.
and will keep it in my mind.
never ever fade away.
definitely i will miss that moment.
as i miss you too.
keep on smiling.
obviously u look sweet.
im the one that suppose to say thanks.
i did nothing to cheer u up when u're down.
but its totally opposite to me.
thnx for being such a great friend to me.
and always there when i need someone.
sorry for those irritating words that might hurt u alot.
and jgn merajuk ye.
aku mmg saja takmo puji kau.
kau tetap sengal. no doubt!
take great care ye.
:)

. . . . .

okay. have to stop all these craps.
lol. will getting my result tomorrow.
omg. speechless. :|
and my class will start on this wednesday.
i hope everything doing fine.
bye.

holidays.

this post is just about my trip to penang & langkawi.
3 days 2 nights to langkawi.
3 days 2 nights to penang.
so i have been a week away from home.
wooo. definitely we had a great journey together.
eventho duit pun habis almost RM250+.
so my 3 weeks holidays almost spent with them only.
1st week-shah alam. 2nd week-penang & langkawi.
and finally for the 3rd week-homeSWEEThome
*thumbs up*
i seriously had many good time in just past few days just
laughing at everything that happened.
APecha the speed driver. ABfarah the laughing partner.
HAIKAL the tour guide driver. UJUD the caring bud.
and HAHA. ATarwin the jellyfish's bff.
and not miss. HAKIM the lil kid. comel~~
as usual i shall let the pictures describe the journey.
pictures mean a thousand words am i right? HAHA.
enjoy folks.

FIRSTdayLANGKAWI.

SECONDdayLANGKAWI

SECONDdayPENANG.

forgive all the photos if they're too much
i'm just so in love with them
=)
. . . . .

staying with someone you really love
even if you know both of you can't be together
for a lot of reasons is like standing under the rain.
it feels good and great but you know
it will soon make you sick.
so, should just i let go and pretend to be fine?
or just let it be.
:|

you,
tell me if u hav changed ur mind. i would just say OKAY.
dream comes to reality only if you keep believing it.
imysm.

byeBYEbye.

home sweet home.
just for 2 days.
and later i will heading to langkawi & penang.
with echaFARAHarwinHAIKALujud.
super excited babe.
bye people.
:))

here come the glorious pics
that i mentioned before in the previous post.

alot has happened for me those few days

and i shall start with the pics
enjoy folks!
:))

more in fb. :))
. . . .

i used to want everything
to stay the same.
but feelings fade and people change.
so. im going to live every moment like its my last.
and not let the future be based on my past.

or maybe
just maybe people don't change
but they just become more and more of themselves

sometimes you just feel everything
and nothing all at once.
sometimes you will find yourself smiling
while missing something at the same time.
life doesn't guarantee anything
really? agree?

can you promise me?
:|
. . . .

byeBYEbyeBYEbye!
:))